shatterthestereotype

 I was walking inside and all of a sudden it happened.  It ran up To my face and mocked me.  I didn't even matter that I was finally Getting used to my surroundings.  It waited for me to settle in.   To make friends.  To be myself.  It wanted me to feel the pain.  Feel The embarrassment.  It enjoyed my misfortunes.  It pushed the Sickness in all around me.  Laughter, Laughter, all that I could Hear.  The Disease soaked up my smile and my normalness and Threw it all up in my face.  I never asked for this.  I don't want This.  But it wants me.  It needs me.  It feeds off of me. It is my MONSTER.